Sunday, November 29, 2009

when i seem fine,
i'm not.

when i hug you goodbye,
i'm dying inside.

when i call you
i'm wishing i were there.

when i say i'm sleeping
i'm really crying myself to sleep.

i just don't have the guts to tell you.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

not everything
needs a deadline

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

and i've never been so sure of something
or so ashamed that i'm hesitating.

i've never been so eager
or so reclusive.

because i know i will never have enough heart
to give to you

to deserve yours.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

the most important things
will only be said once

Monday, November 16, 2009

i met a man once. his feet were in the sky,
and he walked where no one did.

but his heart and mind were grounded strong,
his feelings and thoughts were hid.

he kept like this for quite some time
but he got tired fast.

his feet fell down, his head flipped up
and his heart just could not last.

For this, I say fly.
Be free, my friends.
Lift your feet from off the ground.

And when your feet can't take you away,
keep your mind held skyward bound.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

how quickly comes insanity
how loudly do we land

be loud
or not at all

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

i'd rather be your convenience
than your regret

Monday, November 9, 2009

our screens have convinced us
that the cold wind and the pain of fever
are all suffering, all unnatural.

yea, well maybe.

but is it more natural
to laugh at death?
to hide from the sun?
to keep love in our heads
rather than our hands?

Friday, November 6, 2009

do you love me?

I don't love you

Monday, November 2, 2009

the one time you call
will be the time i let it ring.

and the one minute you tell me i'm worth it
will be the minute i tell myself i'm not.

and the one second you decide that you can't live without me.
will be the second i decide that i can't live

because i've always been without you.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

run out and meet life
before it's too late.

it's been waiting just for you
and it won't wait forever.